The Best Mistake I Ever Made

One step too far;
All at once I`m feeling like  a star, revolve just for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way.
I guess that was my very first mistake.

Suddenly I walking down from dark street to your door.
Wanting you to drive me insane;
Instead, you drive me in safe.
And now my feet are standing, where they have never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate
That was my second mistake

What`s in your eyes when I look at you;
Two shadow talking but they don`t make any sense.
Words utterly lost their meaning now.
Put myself into your hands,
Thought that the time was right;
though I know timing never been right before
My third mistake was coming along.

Tomorrow proves me wrong (again),
I swear I don`t belong, I lie when I swear.
I lose myself and bare my soul,
Tofu will never been the same once fried

I`m so far gone, choices being made
Even if my heart should break
You`d be the best mistake I ever made


Inspired by Joanna Wang:

The Best Mistake I've Ever Made - 王若琳

Relief

Human, just mortals that always careless,
Sometimes forget to treasure, intend not to hurt
Sometimes too hasty, forget that you needs spaces to breathe
Embrace, the tighter it was, the more profound the pain is

But reluctant to give it up

Had farewell be the only relief, let the final goodbye on me then.
Had sorrow cover you no more, leave the regret on me then.
Past was too subtle to form any memory;

Future will contain me not; and

Present is laughing at me

Loneliness always is friend of mine, part of me indeed

Me, struggling; better than both suffering.